December 2009
“Because the thinner I become, the more I disappear.”
Reason why I don't like photos of myself
I am having an ugly day. :(
I am extremely hideous and fat I want to die. I am a pathetic excuse for a girl. :( Yet I still drown my sorrows in booze and chocolate it is disgusting. I need plastic surgery pronto urgh.
Cos I'm the geek in the pink
Is it an insult to be called a nerd? Hahaha seriously, what’s wrong with being labelled that? Like oh my god my self-esteem is supposedly going to vanish? *gives you the face*
Just because I complete my projects whilst overseas, and I rather stay home and do my assignments than going out. Geek much? Not really. I like to think it’s a sense of responsibility, which clearly many lack.
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See the reason in your eyes
I am back from Thailand and I am utterly stressed up about my projects. Why do it even call it a holiday when we have so much to do? It defeats the purpose of a holiday, doesn’t it?
On Sunday, we went to the Sunday market, but there wasn’t much to buy. So we took a cab back to town area and Jes and I shopped our afternoon away. Dinner at another splendid place and drinking at night,...
Busy busy busy
I am very busy todayyyy! (which makes me ponder why I still want to post hmm) but I am BUSY!
Here’s what I’ve already done on my Sunday morning: Got dragged out of bed > Wash up > Eat a pao > Run after Butter > Pin Butter down to me while mom is driving > Visit the doctor in Punggol > Went over to Rena’s > Walked to a nearby coffee shop > Saw a dead...
So stuck up cos I'm so bitchin'
I spent my Sunday with the family, then I headed down to Parkway Starbucks for some studying. After which I went to Georges with Jun and Giam to drink, and Jun got wasted.. So much so for studying hahahahaha.
Monday was another studystudystudy day for me. I have a bipolar emotional relationship with exams. I love how it doesn’t constraint my schedule when it comes to academics, but I hate...
“If you’re willing to chase me, I promise to run slow.”
“I want to be as amazing as you think I am and being with you is my best chance...”
Forever's gonna start tonight
Shockingly, I managed to wake up for Friday’s lecture though I only slept for like, 4 hours. Amaaaazing! School was pretty fine with my awesome classmates for company. Headed home to submit my work online (which I initially wasn’t aware of) and then I went to meet Jes after dinner. We studied at Starbucks til about 10pm. Oh I bumped into Asri at Starbucks and I was constantly shuttling...
Silence is everywhere
I am suffering from carb overload today SHITFUCK. Usually I stick to a high protein, moderate fibre and moderate carb diet. But today I completely broke my rules, stuffing my face nothing but carbs the whole fucking day. No wonder I feel so sluggish ugh.
Collating is finally done what a bitch and now I gotta wait for the other kidz to pass me their group’s data then I need to add them up...
They all went to heaven in a little row boat
Today I woke up really late and I missed my lecture, and I got the evil eye from my lecturer/tutor when I bumped into her in school. Hahahaha oops.
I absolutely ♥ Priscilla Siah Xin Yi for giving me her pair of shoes. Very random and very very kind of her! I promise to bake with her and buy her at least a dress/skirt from Thailand. But of course, I hope I can buy back loads of good shit at cheap...
I'd tell you what I'd kill to prove my right
Just because I am epic hungry and bored, here is a list of things I’d like to accomplish by let’s say, before I leave for Thailand?
Excluding the mandatory things like, studying, doing my projs, etc,
Eat yoghurt again. Hahahah. I’m so sorry Pris + Ally, I am going to haunt Frolick.
Go shisha with my boys + eat kebabs.
Drink/Hang out with Jes + Daphne
Drink/Hang out with 2R...
Falling in and out of love
I have no idea why but my throat always hurts whenever I wake up from my sleep. Odd. Hmm.
I just realised I have an individual assignment due this Friday! And no one in my class told me cos I was absent from the previous tutorial oh my god. On top of collating the remaining A&P surveys and starting on the CRM surveys oh my god. And to study for my midsems next week oh my god lah fuck. But I...
November 2009
Food for thought
What if someone you trust dearly doublecrosses you? What will you do?
Because I have no idea.