January 2011
Up on melancholy hill,
I feel very alone today
Well,
I wish you well. I was never close to you since we don’t speak the same language, and we’re not related. But you remind me so very much of my own grandma, your smile, your cooking, the way you nap especially. I feel an odd sort of familiarity with you especially since we both love the same person very, very much. You have the cutest comments about me and we have our awkward short...
Does it lessen your affection,
Did some soul searching whilst a heated discussion on relationships with a dear friend of mine yesterday. I found out that I don’t have a soul hahaha I sold my soul to him.
The audacity to go against human nature and indulge in such active masochism to feel so fucking alive and the pain, don’t ever let it stop it fills my veins it makes me sweat it makes me want to rip you apart and...
Honey
I’ve had one of the best few days of my life. I had lovely dinners, plenty hugs and kisses and car rides in my fancy Benz. Best of all was your face being the first thing I see every morning for 2 mornings and it made my day. And conversation, oh how I love conversation with you. Albeit we don’t speak much outside our comfort zone either that or the music in the car is too loud. But...
“I don’t know if we’ll ever become more than we are right now, or if it won’t...”
“I can wait as long as you may need for us to be together again, just because I...”
“Sometimes when the seed of love is planted, it remains quiet and untouched for...”
– Is it time yet? It has been years
